No it's not a porno, but rather something that I'm not sure is odd, but seems significant somehow.

So there's a girl at work (I use the word girl even though she's over 18 because it seems to fit - not saying she's immature, but because it's more likely the word she'd choose for herself) - who I'm at odds to define.

She's vegan because it brings her closer to nature - even though (and I haven't told her this in case it offended her) I consider eating meat to be very natural.

She's pretty, but most people take that as a flirtation - I was just speaking as is - and she is pretty, but I have no desire to couple with her. (no I'm not gay or bi).

She's fairly sociable, but usually sits on her own at lunchtimes. There are two long tables and one of which seems to fill up pretty close and is filled with some funny conversation, where the other is usually for the quiet people. She doesn't even sit with the quiet people - she sits at the other end of that quiet table than the quiet people.

So tonight as I knocked off work last night (11pm - it's now ~5am) - I saw her talking to one of the blokes from maintenance who is quite easy to get along with and I seem to have a report with. He was quick to wave goodnight, but so was she (when she turned around and saw me). Thankfully my cd was playing a song that might have done me some credit - "James Dean" by David Essex.

Maybe it's nothing, but I don't know if she feels comfortable around me at times. I hope she's okay in the head.